there is so much to say that i'm not sure there are words pain is consuming me to the point of agony stealing my joy holding my foot on the stool is misery necessary for creation? i don't know, but it certainly seems to help i long for the days when i was free free… Continue reading
Rhie’s Blog
A Thought in Two Parts
Part I And it is magnificent. The world that births us, that holds us in the crux of its veracity, That tends to each of us as we amplify the vibrations emitted from our deepest latitudes; To love, to honor, to cherish The permanence of transformation. This is the rectitude that I have held in… Continue reading A Thought in Two Parts
some thoughts on loving oneself, or, how i got drunk on a thursday night in october
Someone told me recently that I am really mean to myself. It might have even been me. I read a Khalil Gibran quote yesterday, he said, “God told me to love my enemy, and I obeyed and loved myself.” loving myself. I still don't understand what that means. I made it to 31 years of… Continue reading some thoughts on loving oneself, or, how i got drunk on a thursday night in october
I miss you so
I wish you were here to read these words, though I know you can feel their imprint upon my heart. What an amazing man you are, I’m sure the best there has ever been. How blessed I have been to know you, to live in the echoes of your eternity. I’ve been walking around in… Continue reading I miss you so
New Mexico
It is hot and lonely on this empty stretch of road. Thank God for Danny, and thank God he's finally leash trained. This would be infinitely worse if I was having to carry a 55 lb pit bull, they are quite squiggly. I was so excited ot make my way out this time. I can… Continue reading New Mexico
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Hate-edge Matt and my 22nd birthday
So I am embarking on this tale. It's a bit confusing, and oft overwhelming, but it is as honest and true to a single perspective as the ego will allow. I want to tell the story. The story is the relationship. That's what I've been telling anyone who'll listen anyway, but it feels a little… Continue reading Hate-edge Matt and my 22nd birthday
Some thoughts on Austin
There seems to be a parallel that tells a disturbing tale about this city we live in in two cases that have surfaced in Austin media (and therefore my Facebook newsfeed) in the past two weeks. One is the story of the guy whole stole $50 from a coffee shop in freshly gentrified East Austin,… Continue reading Some thoughts on Austin
01. I want to write something that will…
...Change the world.I want to leave this world a better place than I found it.I want to see that all this fighting and struggle and tears and pain and joy and beauty and strength have been worth it.I want to write something that will reach deep inside of whomever is experiencing it and wrench their… Continue reading 01. I want to write something that will…
Apparently I am angry with God
Why is it so hard to connect, to find people who want to see a better life, who want to leave this place better than the place it was when we got here? It truly is all I want. I'm so sick of people shoving God down my throat. I feel like, what good is… Continue reading Apparently I am angry with God